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Interests: my friends, of course my jeep(hellen), doing anything crazy, making people laugh, having a good time, being sarhcastic, music, meeting new people, streaking at night dont worry, the open road, freedom and making faces at little kids out my car window
Expertise: handy man, off roading, flirting, having fun, video art....
Occupation: Retired
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Member Since: 4/30/2005

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

yea so i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and now im pretty much druged out of my mind lol anyways other then that im just having as much fun i can since its senior year and all and things seem to be goin right which is nice for once. yea i have regrets already so far this year but who doesnt...christmas is coming oooo i wonder what im gonna get lol ive got all my aplications in and now im waiting while most other people have already gotten into a college but i procrastinated to much, but thats what im good at right lol still dont have a new car but im goin to look at an audi tomarow so well see how that goes. i hope we get more snow cuz the one day we got off school for snow i get to spend the whole day in the hospital yay!

Friday night I'm going nowhere
All the lights are changing green to red
Turning over TV stations
Situations running through my head
Well looking back through time
You know it's clear that I've been blind
I've been a fool
To ever open up my heart
To all that jealousy, that bitterness, that ridicule

Saturday I'm running wild
And all the lights are changing red to green
Moving through the crowd I'm pushing
Chemicals all rushing through my bloodstream
Only wish that you were here
You know I'm seeing it so clear
I've been afraid
To tell you how I really feel
Admit to some of those bad mistakes I've made

If you want it
Come and get it
Crying out loud
The love that I was
Giving you was
Never in doubt
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now


Sunday all the lights of London
Shining, Sky is fading red to blue
I'm kicking through the Autumn leaves
And wondering where it is you might be going to
Turning back for home
You know I'm feeling so alone
I can't believe
Climbing on the stair
I turn around to see you smiling there
In front of me

If you want it
Come and get it
Crying out loud
The love that I was
Giving you was
Never in doubt
And feel it now
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now


Saturday, October 15, 2005

Summer time and the wind is blowing, outside in lower chelsea.
And I don’t know what I’m doing in this city,
The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, and I’m sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
That’s when I knew that I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I’m the one who’s stupid
And there’s this burning, like there’s always been,
I’ve never been so alone, and I’ve never been so alive.

Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by,
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes, and you don’t mind, you smile,
And say the world doesn’t fit with you.
I don’t believe you, you’re so serene.
Careening through the universe, your axis on a tilt, you’re guiltless and free,
I hope you take a piece of me with you,
And there’s things I’d like to do that you don’t believe in,
I would like to build something, but you’d never see it happen
And there’s this burning, like there’s always been,
I’ve never been so alone, and i’ve, I’ve never been so alive,
I go home to the coast. it starts to rain, I paddle out on the water alone,
Taste the salt and taste the pain. I’m not thinking of you again,
Summer dies and swells rise, the sun goes down in my eyes, see this rolling wave, darkly coming to take me, home,
And I never been so alone, and I’ve never been so alive.


Friday, October 07, 2005

well its my birthday today, the big eight zero lol, wow now i can buy ciggarets, stay out as late as i want, and maybe even stop by the local strip club with the guys lol yay lol. i dono i cant believe im 18 it really hasnt hit me yet, i feel like i grew up a little too fast, but im happy, love you all
-matt


Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind aflight.
I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly
Possible...with you.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we’re alone.
I may have found a way for you and I to finally fly free.
When we get there, we’re gonna go far away.
Making sure to laugh; while we experience anti-gravity.
For years, I kept to myself.
Now potentialities are bound, and sleeping under my shelf.
Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy,
And we’ll be there.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous at a quarter-two, and make sure we’re alone.
I may have found the way for you and I to finally be free

you saved me, you never held me back, you pushed me forward


Saturday, August 27, 2005

omgg sry i know its been a while, this summer has been crazy and ists probably the most crazy one ive had i cant even start tellin u what ive been up to lately since i havent updated for a while i went to hershey park yesterday and had dinner at outback stakehouse at midnight with mike his megan and my megan lol my damn car broke down and is in the shop WOW what a surpise its such a pos. ohh well gotta roll with the punches...schools here and it came way to fast and i think everybody can agree with me on that one...well hope to seeya soon



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